Writing It Down
Hello readers – or whoever you are. This is my first entry in this blog. I'm still figuring out how this website works, knowing CSS is anything but my cup of tea (my boyfriend can confirm).
I don't regret commissioning this page at all, I find the theme adorable. I let the person I commissioned choose and ever since then I've been eating it up, literally just staring at the main page. It kinda gives old Tumblr vibes, something I'm pretty fond of.
Anyway. This is a great time to start blogging because not only do I have no work left for the year, but I've been also doing really great for the past few days. Of course, you should expect ups and downs in life, that alone is obvious, but I've been content for months now. At peace with myself, basically. I'm not complaining, even though my amnesia hasn't been getting better. I just live in the moment and note down what I find important to remember. Past me didn't do that.
I'm planning on going to the beach soon, not necessarily to swim though. I just really enjoy the feeling of the sand beneath my feet (I mean, how can you not?).
I don't have any regrets, though I do miss going to school and seeing people my age. I'm aware being homeschooled is a privilege. In my case however, it was something that was forced upon me. Of course it's way easier, but I wish I had gotten a glimpse of actual high school. Maybe I'm not missing out. Or am I? I feel like I'm not. But a part of me still feels envious. I personally couldn't care less, so maybe it's a literal different part that isn't 'me' who cares. At the end of the day, It's not that deep.
I'm just enjoying myself and the presence of the people I'm surrounded by.